So I always knew I was not right, but I hide it with comedy, but she said stuff that totally resonated with me, shit I can’t help but write a song about it, It’s just who I am, but I have so much pain, and I try not to share, because I know it will bring peeps down, but that is how I feel, every fucking day!! I feel like death would be a relief…from all the misery, I have tried so much, I have given up on the docs, and kind of become an alcoholic…I don’t know if I’ll ever be cured, but I wish would…I want to feel normal, but I never have,..I need help, a helping hand…